Ich: I would like to practice more with you. (But more Salsa/Bachata). And spend more time with you in general. It gave me so much that you spent your time for that and teached me.
Even I can’t believe that I am now more then a half year outside of the country I was born. It feels not like that long time …
Evelyn: Yes. Time flies.
I hope you are feeling good though.
All this time far from house
Ich: The thing what I found out. It doesn’t matter where you live (everywhere the sky is blue haha). It’s everywhere the same. Humans are in general more or less the same with all problems and good things. There is no perfect culture or paradise. Everything has its price. Yes, of course, there are cultural differences, language differences, economy, etc. But even when you speak the same language only specific people understand what you say for what reason ever. (Education, History, Experience, etc). Maybe you know what I mean 😉 . People who lived in the last thousands of live found way before me out: Everything is in Balance: Western countries are richer but less friendly/ for themselves. People who lived in more poorer countries are more connected with family, friendly, help each other. Because they have to survive. People who live in places without cars have to walk or use the bike more because they have to come to work. So they are more on the fresh air and do more sports. Others drive every day with there car and can’t motivate doing sports after that and get fat and sick. People who are in prison are not free but get regular food and can relax the whole day in there and don’t have stress to cook, with the boss, taxes, bureaucracy or whatever. Or what I do. Picking each benefit of every country. Live in cheaper places, More friendly cultures, fewer taxes, no politicians, etc. But on the other hand, there are bad aspects like no residence to open a bank account, hard to be in a relationship because of visum, etc. You can go through every aspect and would find a contrary. Everything has its price. I’ am not sure you have thought about that so clear or heard. But maybe you are interested 🙂
What I mean. The thing is you have to be clear with yourself and following what’s in your heart for that moment instead of things society want or whatever. If you have a problem with yourself you will have the same problem in another country also.
Also sexuality. Osho wrote in one book: Sex is everywhere (not only the act between two humans). Its the expression of life/your energy. Only when your energy can flow and it’s not hidden/blocked. I mean it’s clear when some is depressed, heavily overweight, taxes, his body, thinking the world die the whole day or whatever, of course, he can’t enjoy sex with a partner like I did with you or gives this pleasure also to the partner further. Of course, I was excited, curious and of course, attracted 😅 and heavily happy with myself.
And of course, I felt better with you. The way you threated me/ kissed me! I realized things like cooking for me heartfully. Many things more and opened yourself for me/ trusted me to gain experiences. It felt for me like in a field of positive energy where we gave to each other enjoy and grow together.